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Monday, January 4, 2010

It's been a rough week to put 2009 behind me, and, i started 2010 without any feel of a new year.
First, i am looking at a new career prospect that is gonna fail me which i will not take up (I will be a dumb if i do). I will look for alternatives instead ^_^

Secondly, with regards to basketball, i am determined to be a player again so as far as i am concerned, i will not hold regard and respect for those who use a prejudice mindset to judge me from my basketball and the way i do things. I apologise for putting so straightforward for i felt that i have done my part in terms of compromising.

Thirdly, i realised after a supper talk last night that why i sub-consciously felt the poor enthusiasm in things i am doing recently while others are just wishing to go for it again.

For the past few days for the new year, it did not feel any different from any weekends that i normally have 'coz i am still using "this month" to describe december when is already january...LOL yeah, i seriously felt abit lag. X_X

Nevertheless, thursday was a wonderful evening night out with my friends involving singing, drinking and goofing around. I did enjoyed myself that night especially chatting while on the way home. Chatting has always been my top of the list for passing time. WOOOTS!! :)

Last night supper with ph and bok was i would say a normal activity to others but seemingly will make me wanting to drag the time for as long as i can as the sharing was always meaningful even though some topics are repeated just like me and matthew always talking 'thru the night about our relationships, NBA, money and it never gets boring especially when we are consecutively for days talking about our "shit" in relationships. Most people would have told us to go get a life instead (Too sian liao) HAHA...what to do, this is "where shit happens" in life.

We were talking about how different people with different objectivity views the same thing in such a manner where it is like doing 2 different things...the sense of achievement, recognition, passion for certain things. The outcome that produces this image be it for self or to impress others which we so desire.

We also shared about why we started basketball and that how the objectives changed our motivations as the time goes by and are we still hanging onto the game because of the initial reasons?? Hmm...i guess not. Even i vaguely remember the true reason why i started this game (Still trying to recall since last night, TA MA DE...just can't recall) other the surface reasons of growing taller and girls.

Are we simply looking around for freshness or we have no targets to work towards to? Who knows for sure, but one thing for sure...whatever we cling onto, though the reasons change, but there is always just this ONE reason why we stay on.

Well...i guess lately there are alot of distractions that prevent anyone from keeping a sole focus to do that particular thing. That's what i meant by freshness and has-beens...like a particular stuff that keeps people on it and people who have been there done there which equates to the different amount of "sian-ness" (This part is no link and random i guess :) )

Lets end here for now... off to feed my passion...bye till next time. ^^

I care for you and always wanting to tell you "I LOVE YOU" which simply means my heart-felt feelings translated to words.

Labels: Objectives and perserverance linked up?

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