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Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Hey, all i wanted is to win the game or at least play properly...i screamed and shouted because the play is too sloppy. I am just directing the play that's all, the only thing that may seem bad is that my voice is loud. Nothing personal against anyone or whatsoever. Is all about the game.
Whatever i say on the court stays there 'coz it only applies to basketball. Yet you wanted to cry about it.
You asked me to guide you in the aspects of play and i did, and you gave me this kind of performance with an answer stating "I dunno what am i doing" "I dun understand what u saying"...
Come on, snap out of this crybaby attitude, how long have you been playing with us or how many times did you asked me what to do? Why does your mind shut off when you make mistakes and when people tries their very best explain to you, you take it so DAMN PERSONAL!
Is just like your badminton, after a mistake, you sit down and ponder over it and ask yourself why. I still make mistakes in this game and i won't deny that some are repeated over and over again. That the philosophy i had about learning. You are making people pissed with the fact you don't want to learn. You are just running away by crying.
You will only improve if you play with your mind open, not closed...keep thinking and keep trying many things while playing. Not just suddenly close it off when something not right happens...if that is so, how do u expect the team to win??
REASON:-
We no longer can pass to you
We no longer have help D
We have less running space cause you are in our way
You simply waste opponents time
I simply don't like to do this at all and why?
REASON:-
People might mis-perceive my actions
I make the mood very heavy
It damn sure kills my playing mood
I don't want people to think that i am acting a big shot in front of everyone to prove my worthiness at the kind of level i m currently in.
That's the kimochi i want to express...lets get on with what went down over last couple plus days.
Fri:- Is been since sep' 06 when i saw huawei and sianghow, long time no see them, all in uni and that joker a**hole of a kevin (mai tu liao, lets chei dai ji) LOL...dinner out at clementi and pool at RC...Pool was as like in the past full of cork stuff...where taunting and disiao-ing is a must. Well is just about the meet-up and short gathering, the pool was just a way to drag the hours...
Sat:- Cousin's wedding...SOP (Standard Operating Procedure) i guess...11 years together with his gf (now-wife) and counting...WOOTS Best part of the day was watching the VCD of the msia chinese while waiting to go over the wedding lunch, it reminds me of the chinese that i used to speak...HAHA (Bu De Kong)
Sun & Mon:- Basketball and basketball (Better dun elaborate 'coz if i do, i might as well put sy's blog template as mine)
