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Friday, December 31, 2010

Today marks the last day of 2010, will be looking forward to 2011. I start my last day of 2010 talking to two job recruiters, really do hope that this is a sign of things to come because I did not saw the last two months coming which has made me so negative. Even my friends asked me where was my drive during poly days...

Trying to remember what made me work so hard for that 3.5 GPA in NYP...sad isn't it?

No doubt, new year new beginnings, also at the same time would like to bring a close to some issues on my mind. Would like to leave some out and speak to some. I guess that is what happens when things start to revolve and those are things you feel the need to value about.

Dragging does not seem to be a very good idea as time could be an ingredient for which no one can forsee the results good or bad. The "BEST TIME" that I am looking for is such a tough task.

Main priority is to shake the rust off me by having a job, I guess then I can be more calm.

2010 in my opinion was not a good year for me, having more negatives than positives. Not a good way to start the decade but since is ending, prefer to embrace the "NOW" than to lament on the past. Lost some gain some? Some will understand.

Is new year...play first. HAHA!

Labels: Driving down the C lane

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11:16 AM

Monday, December 6, 2010

It has been a struggle for my mood, I am definitely not feeling well. I have lost directions, lost ambitions, lost motivations, lost drive. This is worse than when I am out of it few months back. That "out of it" feel now not only haunts me back but double fold at the least. Seems like this is what happens when the job is lost.

I need something to keep me going, because when you have it, it seems to not make your mind wander off aimlessly as you have something to focus upon and allows you to be tired end of the day. Sure, not sleeping makes you tired, but the tired here means mentally tired...

Having a getaway this Sunday to Tuesday at Genting, really hope this getaway can help me out.

有事儿忙着，精神才有一个寄托。。。means at least you have something to focus on when you are busy.

Need to put this here in case I forget...

1. End of January if there is no job opening, going to University to get a degree in the finance field.

2. To sign up for Diploma in General Insurance and Risk Management at SCI during Feburary for its April intake.

Labels: Please do not treat me this way

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7:16 PM

Monday, November 29, 2010

Saturday 28th November 2010 Night,

A pool night with Daniel, Jerome, Zhihua, Lina, Jolene, All of us played except Jolene...claiming she does not know how to play. Just poke it Jolene, just poke it...haha.

For once I saw the fun and "crazy" side of Lina. Was off the charge...caught me by surprise though 'coz she was so fixated for O's that she did not not have fun for the almost the whole of 2010. She was babbling and jumping about no job for the holiday season in a hysterical manner, but I kind of like it...at least she had some fun I guess.

Kept teasing her about tearing her pants when she needed to stretch for a shot...with all the self-made tearing sound effects from me. Her game with Zhihua was the main teaser, so modest of you both to give chances to each other...who cares about winning, make more craps happen next time.

Oh, I almost forgot...You are a GIRL 24/7, still dare to say you are a girl in the morning which made me and Jolene thought that you are a MAN at night...HAHA! WA LAO EH!! LINA YOU THE GIRL!!!!!

Daniel was still being Daniel, my joker-man as usual, no lack of craps from you...HAHA. Still long ways to go for your 10k. Do it for yourself and whatever that links with this achievement.

Jolene, teach you play pool one of these days...don't come and never play. Join the fun.

Labels: What a GANG...

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12:59 AM

Thursday, August 19, 2010

万般皆下品，唯有读书高= It means nothing beats the time spent studying, studying is still the most important thing to do.

十年窗下无人问，一举成名天下知= It means certain people were not known to the world, but the world knows them after a certain act of theirs.

四海升平，五谷丰登= It means the sea is peaceful, the land is in great abundance of grain.

Felt a little bored, came over to post this verses taught to me many years back when I was young.

Lately, there is this weird sense of insecurity, still unable to detect the source though. I want to feel that is worth giving my effort all this while, but I seem to not get the latter.

Till I hit this target, I don't think I can rest easy... Maybe I should not 耿耿于怀 over the past and leave it as something that cannot be written off in my books,but there's this little sprout of mine is chewing on me to get it back...It's telling me "It's yours in the first place, bringing it back inches you closer to the target and never forget the 'help' you OFFERED has almost cause a break in your life."

Let's start from the present to create a better future...有失必有得但绝不能再一失足成千古恨否则将后悔莫及。到时根定叫天不应，叫地不灵。

Labels: A target...

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7:58 PM

Saturday, August 7, 2010

This whole lapse of time has seen many things happening up and down, left and right, lots of 点点滴滴. It is either forgotten or simply whizzed through due to its insignificance. Yet, something I learnt which is "drawing a line".

I am reaching a twilight era at the same time also a start in my life. By that I mean basketball and career.

I have seen people going at it, doing it the nasty way or starting trouble just to protect oneself's rights and interest. It's easy to tell that some attitude shown is not the real attitude or character, they are just doing it for whatever reasons they deemed like prevent overloading of work, being bullied or looked down upon. 所谓“老虎不发威当我是病猫”, the first party to budge loses. Term it childish or immature 'coz no one cares, just give me what I want. Thereafter,the "line" will be drawn, is only how far you are willing to draw. I heard this quote “脸是自己丢的，面子是我给的”, "best way" to be get people to hear you is give an attitude.

Is it worth doing the above? Doesn't the above cause a lot of unhappiness? Who should take a step back, if so, how much is the threshold? Nevertheless, I will protect the people who I deem closer to.

Labels: For a buddy...

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5:58 AM

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Another few weeks that has gone by, working and basketball. Which relates to also how the whole team has developed for the past year. At least the outcome yesterday has surpassed my expectation. I realised though they still need experience but at least they understand plays better than last time when their understanding totally "ROCKS" your senses. HAHA!

I could not handle them in the past, is it they deprove or I improve, who knows for sure. But one thing for certain, I could handle them this time round. But nevertheless, I know one day this bunch will surpass me...Now is to help them be patient.

During the Veask week, it was quite bored that I did not managed to play basketball at all because everyone was preparing for their chinese papers. But at least I did try out the feeling of having a personal pool cue courtesy of Hong Sin. Hmm...seems like since day one when I first met him dating to five years back. I did not seem to be bothered by the age difference between me and him. He was a good friend and a senior to ask for at times. I guess was 'cause when I knew him I was already 19 so the thinking has kind of settled in. As of now, what we chat or I asked him about, we can easily relate as if there was no difference in there.

Last week, basketball at 369, it's been a long time since I played at that court which I used to envisioned as a court where "no skill please do not go" court. Kind of felt nostalgic when I remembered how much improvement in my perimeter game then.

I will leave something unwritten here as I decided to keep certain things as spoken memories. Some know this some know that. I am more than willing to talk. Just ask me.

Labels: Can I have a basketball career, just joking HAHA

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9:32 AM

Sunday, May 23, 2010

This whole month was quite uneventful to say the least...with working everyday and playing basketball on weekends. Unless I do go out if not, the activities is always the same. -_-'''

Work wise, other than getting calls from customers with attitude who will scold you as if you offended him/her badly and makes me go in into a state of bewilderment, the rest is actually fine. Kind of hard to believe that there is alot of things spoiling every single day, makes me wonder why HAHA! Every work place has its own SOP, but people simply do not understand that. When they make the call, they think the "solution" to their problem is immediately there but NO, we have to escalate to the relevant departments to do their work. Just because of a immediate demand does not mean you will get it, others have their schedule. We need to be understanding to others as well...Different departments operate differently, so we will not know the system with regards to the other party. He/she can't expects to call up and say "hey, why you can't deliver this and that today" when we explained that we need to depend on the schedule of the team who is responsible. Sadly, I mean SADLY, we will get screwed for it 'coz they think we are giving them a convenient answer and not doing our job which is also something that is not within our control.

REASON: They think that being in the same company, you will have every single details and you should plan and do everything.

ACTUAL: We are different company, we are just providing a service contract, not a guarantee. So we can't at any whim and will be able to feed every single info. We need to attend to others as well as there is only 3 people attending to all the customers, do not assume there is 20 people.

Enough of work, as it is gonna be an everyday thing.

Weekends wise, also nothing unusual, playing basketball. I guess things happen or should I say repeated at times. Kind of do not want to be bothered by it. Weekends precious my dear...I just want to cherish the time playing basketball and play properly.

The only difference was I went to watch Ye Wen 2. As always, he is a good wu dao jia. Interesting scences, any who wish to watch can go as the worthiness is there.

Going to SBC later to watch the Division 1 Finals against Home united and Eng tat...More or less know who will win but since they are all far better players. Go and watch and learn. Crap, I haven even try to shoot there before, even as of now the person I am chatting with on MSN has shot before...BOOOOOOOOOOO make me jealous. HEHE, You know who you are... :P

See you soon.......................till next time.........byeeeeee

Labels: How she lasted 7 yrs in EW????

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