It has been a struggle for my mood, I am definitely not feeling well. I have lost directions, lost ambitions, lost motivations, lost drive. This is worse than when I am out of it few months back. That "out of it" feel now not only haunts me back but double fold at the least. Seems like this is what happens when the job is lost.
I need something to keep me going, because when you have it, it seems to not make your mind wander off aimlessly as you have something to focus upon and allows you to be tired end of the day. Sure, not sleeping makes you tired, but the tired here means mentally tired...
Having a getaway this Sunday to Tuesday at Genting, really hope this getaway can help me out.
有事儿忙着,精神才有一个寄托。。。means at least you have something to focus on when you are busy.
Need to put this here in case I forget...
1. End of January if there is no job opening, going to University to get a degree in the finance field.
2. To sign up for Diploma in General Insurance and Risk Management at SCI during Feburary for its April intake.
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